Listening To: Breaking Benjamin - Dance With The Devil
How did it happen? How did I go from being on such a high to such a low? Yesterday way good, I was enjoying myself; but something big just landed in my lap. A secret I have been made promised to keep. A promise that I’m not sure I can contain. It's only been an hour and already I feel I'm falling apart. I had a crap day at school and now this. You may ask whether it really is that bad and sadly it is.
I'm not the dramatic type. I hate that shit. I want to tell someone but for fear of being tortured and killed I'm not gonna. This sucks. You know what. People suck. I'm usually the kind of person that gets along with everyone but right now I've decided everyone sucks. People tend to come to me with problems and open up to me about their feelings and I guess that is okay, but when someone tells you something like what I was told today, it's hard.
Listening To: Avril Lavigne - So Much For My Happy Ending
F**K!!!! This shit is so gay!!! (Sorry to anyone that maybe offensive to). I just want to lock myself in my room with my music and guitar and never come out! No I can be strong. I made a promise and I will keep it. Just like I always do. I can put my feelings aside and move on with it deep in my pocket. It won’t matter one day anyway.
Hope something good will follow this. I need it.
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Hey, Im conor, live in western australia, and am friends with the few people that have commented on your blog, which im finding interesting to read.
ReplyDeleteIm not sure if your open to all these weirdo's bombarding you from across australia, but i figuired that you were an interesting character, i love your taste in some bands, you rock cos you like harry potter! and i enjoy reading someones blog from an outside perspective to the school and group of friends that i have here (no offence to my group of friends (HEY WONGY, BRANDON, JAMES!!!)) and im drawn to the fact that i/we dont know you, who you are, what you look like and where you live...which is good for you too!
Ill keep updating on your blog, so long as your still going strong. good luck with that secret. sounds like youl need it.
P.S. i like how you have the song up the top you recommend whilst we read the post. cool idea! keep it up!
hey i thought i'd introduce myself as well! im geoff, the second half of that music professio blog =D you sound really cool, i mean you play guitar and you have a wicked taste in music! man, bullet, 3DG and all that, ever heard of linkin park? we are like obsessed with them, you should check them out haha
ReplyDeletedefinately a life worth reading about and its cool to get to know someone on the other side of aus lol, good luck with your secret, hope you find a way to cope with the secret, maybe write a song about it?
oh and good luck with exams, they are a bitch and a half but after its total relaxed, guitar/music all day, thats what gets me through lol good luck (Y)